How am I feel today?
It's still the same as yesterday.
I am feeling so helpless.
my friends and I went out to share about our practicum life.
And they said,
it's the first time they saw me feeling so helpless.
Yea, I am completely helpless.
I slept late last night.
One purpose is to search for more information regarding audit.
But, there is another purpose.
I scare to sleep.
SCARE TO SLEEP?
Yea, seriously, I scare to sleep now!
I scare to sleep,
once I wake up, it will be morning,
and it's going to be the time for me to go to the firm.
I scare of the moment to come.
So I don't want to sleep so early.
I am quite stupid, right?
Perhaps, you are laughing now.
If you want to laugh on me, just laugh,
I don't mind.
Is my practicum life so scary?
For me, it is!
again, I didn't really know what I was doing.
I just simply did what I did.
I did a really bad job.
We had another lecture again today.
It's about 30 minutes.
I was asked by my boss for 3 times,
I gave a correct answer and one inaccurate answer.
Another one, I didn't know how to answer at all.
When 5.30 p.m. comes,
I was so happy!
But it lasted for only a while.
When I started thinking of I need to work again tomorrow,
my mood got down again.
How to describe my practicum so far?
I really wish to quit now,
even it's my final stage to get my degree.
LuPorTi is mentally defeated.
I think my what I have been talking to my roommate in our room before we left UUM life.
We are saying that many people are so pessimistic.
I believe he would feel disappointed to see me this moment too.
I failed to cheer my mood up.
I want to get my investment life back!