Thursday, 27 May 2010

I Am Scared

The feeling comes again.
It makes me feel scared.

And now,
everything that feeling comes to me,
the first thing I would think,
is her.

I afraid I could become a burden of her.
I really scared I will.
I am not sure when could I overcome it.
I hope I could recover as soon as possible.

Sunday, 23 May 2010

If You Never Try, You will Never Know

2 months and 9 days ago,
I made a try on something.
That was a sudden try.
I never thought I would made the try.
I never thought those words would came out from my mouth.
I feel so shy to say all those things.
I have no confidence to say all those.
But I scare I would regret if I don't do it.
So I made it a try.

Now I succeeded.
It brings me a lot of happiness.
Just one try,
it is enough for me to enjoy the happiness that I couldn't imagine.

I would say,
I am fortunate that I made the try.
Or else,
I think I may regret for the WHOLE LIFE.

Saturday, 22 May 2010

2 Days Time with Her

2 friends came Penang 2 days ago.
I met them at 20th May's morning.
Then we were hanging out together for 2 days.

We went......

Prangin Mall,
Gurney Plaza,
Time Square,
Queensbay Mall......

We went almost all famous shopping mall! ^.^

We did spend time at Gurney Drive and Esplanade too.

It was a just ordinary trip,
but I feel extremely happy!

How about her?
Does she feel as happy as me?
I hope she feels very happy too.

Thursday, 20 May 2010

Happy Birthday to LiPei

Today is LiPei's birthday,
Happy birthday to LiPei!

She is coming to Penang,
so do Ong Sze Kiat.

We are going to celebrate birthday with her.
We will be playing around Penang for 2 days.
I will probably enjoy it very much.

To my internet friends,
I probably couldn't online until I am back to my home.
If there is anything,
contact me directly through my mobile phone.


Wednesday, 19 May 2010

19 May 2010

I woke up at 6 o'clock.

I slept for less than 6 hours.
Now I think,
it's better for me not to care so much.
If I fail to sleep more than 6 hours,
just let it be.

it started with a bad day,
but ended with a good day.

It was so many things to be worried and handled yesterday.
But the great thing is that,
there was something great happened at night.
Another thing,
I met my good friend, Henry, yesterday.

it might be another good day.
I am going Queensbay later.
I want to buy something,
and I will be watching movie with Henry as well.

today is My Map Enterprise's anniversary.
My Map Enterprise has been shut down.
Although it was a failure,

I learned a lot!

Tuesday, 18 May 2010

18 May 2010

I didn't really have mood to update my blog at this time.

But thank to Mr. Lonely,
After I read his blog,

I feel like want to update my blog now.

I woke up at 4 o'clock today.
I slept at around 10.15p.m. last night.
I slept earlier to hope for a longer sleep.
I hope I could sleep for more than 6 hours.

But I failed AGAIN.

Sleeping has become a challenge to me!


Yes, I am not joking.

It's really hard for me to sleep more than 7 hours now,
or even 6 hours.

I am not sure how long I need to overcome it.
I wish I can get through it as soon as possible.

Monday, 17 May 2010

I Don't Know

It has been a long time,
that I never sleep for more than 8 hours.

I slept at 11 o'clock last night.
I woke up at about 4.45a.m. today.
I sleep for less than 6 hours again.



I am not sure what happens.
Maybe it's because of that problem.

Is it related?
I am not sure.

Not only that,
when I woke today,
there was one thing happened.
It happened 3 days ago. (if I don't remember wrongly)
And it happened again today.

I am scared.

What can I do?
I don't know.

Maybe I should relax more.

I have put down a lot of things,
I give up several things.
I no longer want to be extra-ordinary.

That doesn't enough?

I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know!

What I want for now,
is just a happy life,
a relax life.

Sunday, 16 May 2010

Thomas Cup 2010 Came to the End

China played with Indonesia today.
Many friends of mine support Indonesia.
They don't like China players' attitude.
And some of them support Indonesia because China defeated Malaysia.

Although many friends of mine support Indonesia,
it doesn't help.
China defeated Indonesia by 3-0.
China becomes the winner of Thomas Cup 2010.
Congratulation to China.

Thomas Cup challenges will come again 2 years later,
so do Uber Cup.
I hope Malaysia will perform better 2 years later.

Happy Teacher's Day

Today is TEACHER's DAY!
Happy Teacher's Day to all the teachers in Malaysia.

There are few teachers that I would like to thank them very much.

Mr. Krishna (My Cambridge English lecturer)

Mr. Krishna is the greatest teacher I ever have.
He taught me a lot.
I didn't like English.
After I met him,
he made me feel enthusiastic towards learning English.
Besides teaching me English,
he taught me a lot of other things.

Madam Lee Fong Pheng (My Form 6 Account teacher)

She is the person who built the entrance of accounting for me.

Without her,
I don't think I could have chance to study accounting in my university now.
I didn't take account in Form 4 and Form 5.
when I stepped into Form 6,
I couldn't expect that I would be the top accounting student in MBS.
I am so fortunate to have her as my teacher.
She is really a great account teacher.
She helped me to become a great account student.

I visited her few days ago,
I bought her a gift for Teacher's Day celebration.

How is this gift? Is it nice?

It was kept into a plastic case before been wrapped up.

The gift was finally ready for delivering to Madam Lee.

Besides Mr. Krishna and Madam Lee,
I would like to thank to other teachers too.

Madam Ooi (My form teacher during standard 1-3)
Teacher 'Zhen' (I am not sure with her English name, my tuition teacher during standard 1-6, she was also my music class teacher during standard 1-3)
Mr. Abdul Halim (My university lecturer)

Of course,
I would also like to wish all the teachers who have taught me before.


Saturday, 15 May 2010

Say Bye to Thomas Cup 2010

Malaysia lost to China 0-3 last night in Thomas Cup semi-final.

If Malaysia wanted to have a chance to get into final,
Dato Lee needed to get the first point for Malaysia.
he lost to Lin Dan.
That is his first lost in year 2010,
and also his first defeat to Lin Dan in Malaysia.

China continued to get the second point from Koo Kean Keat and Tan Beng Heong.

After our double had lost,
many people had considered that Malaysia had lost the game.
It was almost impossible for Malaysia to win all the following matches.
But I still hope for miracle to happen.
I hope Wong Choong Hann could surprise us.

he failed to.
But he had tried his best.

Malaysia badminton team,
let's fight again in year 2012!

Friday, 14 May 2010

Thomas Cup Semi-Final

It's so great to see Malaysia enters semi-final in Thomas Cup 2010.
I was so surprise of the performance of Malaysia's players 2 days ago.
Will they perform as great as that day in semi-final?

I hope they could help Malaysia to enter the final.
But today's challenge isn't easy,
they are going to play against China.

I am waiting to watch them playing this evening.
I will give them the greatest support.

To all Malaysians,
I hope you all will support them as well.

7 o'clock this evening,
stay tune on TV1 or TV9 if you don't have Astro in home,

Thursday, 13 May 2010

An Interesting Game Against Denmark

Malaysia played against Denmark in Thomas Cup.
I didn't have high expectation that Malaysia could win the game.
I have actually thought that we might lose in the game.
But I support Malaysia all the way.
I wish Malaysia could go through the challenges one by one.

As I expected,
Dato Lee obtained the first win for Malaysia.
He won by 21-17 in both sets.
Then, Koo Kean Keat/ Tan Boon Heong won the second point by 21-17, 21-19 victory.

Then, the hard time started.

The second single started.
Wong Choong Hann represented Malaysia as the second single.
He was playing with the Denmark player who is 11 years younger than him.
He really had a challenging opponent.
But he never gave up.
He was trying his best to defeat the opponent.
He lost.
He lost by 20-22, 21-16, 18-21
Although he has lost,
he had tried his best.
I want to say "THANK YOU" to him.

After the second single,
it was the second double's turn.
Due to the problem with audiences,
Fairuz didn't play yesterday.
He was replaced by Hoon Thien How.
I thought Malaysia didn't have much hope for this game.
That was the new combination,
and the opponent is number 6 in world ranking!
They lost too.
But they have shown a great performance!
They lost in rubber game.
The result was 26-24, 12-21, 19-21.
The game was very interesting.
It's really very interesting and exciting!

After Malaysia got into the position of 2-2,
we needed to depend on Hafiz Hashim.

Hafiz Hashim impressed me last night.
His performance was AWESOME!
He successfully used his advantage in the game and show us the world class badminton!
He was totally in control of the game!
He won by 21-12, 21-10.

I never thought he could have such a great performance last night.
He was criticized by a lot of badminton fans after the match against Japan.
Now, I guess he has gained back his respect.
I am feeling proud that Malaysia had him on the match last night!
And one sentence appeared in my mind last night,

Malaysia gets into semi-final!

After the match,
I looked at Facebook,
Facebook was full of one name, HAFIZ!

HAFIZ, you are the hero of MALAYSIA!

Wednesday, 12 May 2010

History Repeated Again

Malaysia played against Indonesia (note: I wrote wrongly as China previously) in Uber Cup.
I knew it's extremely hard for Malaysia to win.
So, this probably be the last game for Malaysia in Uber Cup 2010.

I failed to watch it again.

The interesting thing is this.

When I was in bus rushing back home,
the game ended,
and Malaysia lost.

2 years ago,
same thing happened.
Malaysia lost when I was in bus rushing back home,

Why the same history repeated again.

Will the same thing happen again 2 years later?
I hope not.

Thomas & Uber Cup Quarter Final

All the matches for group stage have finished last night.
Today, it's going to be the quarter final.

This is the quarter final for Thomas Cup.

The first (China versus Korea) and the forth (India versus Indonesia) match are going to play at 12p.m. today.
Malaysia, Denmark, Germany and Japan are going to play at 6p.m. this evening.

This is the quarter final for Uber Cup.

Malaysia, Indonesia, Japan and Denmark are going to play at 12p.m. while others are going to play at 6 o'clock.

Good luck to Malaysia!

Tuesday, 11 May 2010

Malaysia Was Defeated by Japan in Thomas Cup

This is the first match for Malaysia's players to play in Thomas Cup.
Malaysia was supposed to play against Nigeria 2 days ago.
However, Nigeria was late to Malaysia.
So, Malaysia was announced as winner automatically.

Dato Lee kicked off the match by a victory of 21-12, 21-13.

Then, our first double brought us the second point by the winning of
21-13, 21-17.

After leading of 2-0,
our second single player, Wong Choong Han,
stepped on the court.
The thing that I was worrying happened.
Wong Choong Han lost.

Then, our second double lost as well.
So do our last player, Hafiz Hashim.

I believe the defeat disappoints a lot of Malaysians.

Malaysia is still qualified to the quarter final.
What I hope now is,
Malaysia badminton team can perform better in the coming matches.

Good Luck to Malaysia in both Thomas Cup and Uber Cup!

Other results for this evening's matches:

[Thomas Cup]
Denmark 4-1 Germany

[Uber Cup]
China 5-0 Malaysia
Korea 4-1 Indua

China Versus Korea

This afternoon,
China was playing against Korea in Thomas Cup.
Lin Dan played the first game and won by 21-18, 25-23.

Cai Yun/Fu Haifeng played as the first double and won by 21-11, 21-12.

my parents came back,
I decided to ask my dad to fetch me to McDonald.
I hoped the TV there would show the match.

When I reached there,
I disappointed.
There was no Thomas Cup there.
It showed football match.

I searched for place to watch the match (China versus Korea) around Farlim.
I found one coffee shop.
The second double players were playing in third set at that moment.
Korea won that game.

Then, I was blurred.
I thought it was the final game.

My dad phoned me.
I told my dad the game was going to end.

After the match ended,
I left the shop and waited for my dad.

After my friend told me it was 3-1 that time,
I realized that there was one more game,
the third single.

I was so blurred

At the end, China defeated Korea by 4-1.

Malaysia Versus Japan and China

Today is the third day of Thomas and Uber Cup.
After Malaysia won the match against U.S.A. by 5-0 yesterday,
our Uber Cup team is going to have a difficult challenge today.
Malaysia is going to battle with China in Uber Cup.
It will be a tough mission for our team.

I don't think Malaysia could win the game. (I guess most of the people think so too)
China players are too strong.
But I believe in Malaysia players,
I know that they are going to try their best to give the best performance.

Although the chance is low,
I still have hope on them.
I wish so much that I could see 'Malaysia defeated China in Uber Cup' in the newspaper tomorrow.

Good luck to all Malaysia players.

On the other hand,
Malaysia is going to face Japan in Thomas Cup.

Other matches of today:

Thomas Cup
China vs Korea
India vs Australia
Denmark vs Germany

Uber Cup
Indonesia vs Denmark
Japan vs Russia
Korea vs India


in other word,
is quite important,
isn't it?

There are many things that we done have caused us to feel regret.
And some of those,
we had actually known that we shouldn't do it at the moment we did it.

But why we still did it?

Low self-control.

My self-control is getting lower.
I hope I could control myself effectively again.

Monday, 10 May 2010

Thomas & Uber Cup Day 2

Malaysia Thomas Cup team didn't play,
but Uber Cup team did.

I managed to watch two matches,
the third single and the second double.

Julia and Lyndia didn't play for Malaysia today.
The second single player for today's match is Tee Jing Yee,
and Sonia played as the third single player.

Here are the results for Malaysia Uber Cup team today.

Wong Mew Choo vs Rena Wong 21-7, 21-10
Tee Jing Yee vs Eva Lee 21-12, 21-14
Sonia Cheah vs Ketpura 21-16, 16-21, 21-9
Pei Tty/Ee Hui vs Priscilla/Keui-Ya 21-9, 21-8
Khe Wei/Hui Lin vs Eva/Mesinee 21-17, 22-24, 21-14

Other results:

Thomas Cup
Indonesia 4-1 India
Korea 5-0 Peru
Germany 5-0 Poland
Japan 5-0 Nigeria

Uber Cup
Denmark 3-2 Australia
Russia 4-1 Germany
India 5-0 South Africa

Some Jokes from E-mail I Received

Here is some jokes from the e-mail that I read today.
Let's begin your morning with laugh!

Sunday, 9 May 2010

Thomas & Uber Cup Day 1

Thomas and Uber Cup was officially started today.
Malaysia supposed playing with Nigeria in Thomas Cup today.
However, Nigeria badminton team failed to reach on time.
Thus, Malaysia won automatically.

Results of other matches:

Indonesia 5-0 Australia
China 5-0 Peru
Denmark 5-0 Poland

Indonesia 5-0 Australia
Japan 4-1 Germany
China 5-0 U.S.A.
Korea 5-0 South Africa

Happy Mother's Day

Today is Mother's Day.
Thank to my mum of giving birth and taking care of me!
Happy Mother's Day!

Saturday, 8 May 2010

Genting Trip: Second Day

I forgot what time I woke up on the second day,
but not later then 9 o'clock.
I probably the first person to wake up.
After I woke up,
I packed my things and went to the room where Khai Yuan stayed in.

Guess what I did after I took my bath?

I went to another casino.
I went there alone.

I prefer that one although it's smaller.
It has a corner for people to sit down,
having some drinks or foods,
and watch TV.

I drank Milo at the corner and watching football match.

At 10 something,
I back to the room to prepare for leaving the room.

We had our lunch at XXXX (I have forgotten the restaurant's name).
Terris, Siang Sim, Hsien and I went to casino again.
I lost another RM12.
Again, it's a small amount,

I was in there for not very long,
then I left them and walking around alone.

We left Genting at about 4.30p.m.
Our Genting trip ended.

On the way back,
it was raining.

I reached my home at night.
(I forget the time as well)

my second Genting trip was over.

Thursday, 6 May 2010

Thomas Cup Ticketing, Seating and Schedule


Thomas Cup 2010

Few more days,
on 9th May 2010,
Thomas cup is going to start at Kuala Lumpur.

Good luck to Thomas Cup team as well as Uber Cup team of Malaysia!
The last time Malaysia won the Thomas Cup is in year 1992.
I hope Malaysia Thomas Cup team will perform well in this year.
I am looking for it!

Wednesday, 5 May 2010

Genting Trip: Casino

After we had our dinner,
we went to casino.
It was my first time entered Casino.

I didn't wish to gamble.
But I gambled as well.
I lost RM20,
and I stopped.

It was really a small amount in casino.
I scared I would addict on it.
So I stopped before I addicted.

I had a new experience at there.

I was in Casino until 2 a.m.

we went back room.
We changed our planned.
I changed my room.
Terris, Siang Si, Hsien and I slept in one room.

When I reached the room.
I realised that I did bring my MP3 charger.
So I charged my MP3 and slept.

I scared I would feel very cold in the midnight.
Fortunately, I still could stand with the temperature.

Tuesday, 4 May 2010

Genting Trip: Finally We Reached Our Destination

We finally reached Genting at around 5 o'clock.

We checked-in to First World Hotel.
KY, Tiffany and I would be staying in the same room while others in another room.
So, we went to our rooms to put down our things first.

I initially planned to charge my handphone and MP3 in the hotel,
but I realised that I forgot to bring my charger.
My handphone was running out battery,
so I got no choice to switch off one handphone.

After settled the things down,
we gathered again to go for our dinner.
We had KFC as our dinner.

Monday, 3 May 2010

Money, Achievement, Dream

Thank to my brother.

I thought of writing this after having a short chat with him.

Is money important?

Are we really need to create achievement in life?

Should we be fighting until we reach our goal?

2 months ago,
I will tell you that the answer is definitely YES!

But now,
I will say NOT REALLY.

I previously thought 'LIFE = living happily by doing the things we like to achieve our goal'.

On 21st April,
I posted that the most important should be living happily,
while other things are just the addition things that make your life colorful.

Happiness is the greatest thing to have in life.
As long as we are happy,
other things are secondary important.

I was chasing for money and my dream.
I wanted to be a successful person since I was in secondary school.
I did a lot of things in order to achieve it.
Regardless what other people said,
I stayed on my track towards my goal.

Some sentences that other people have opined to me are : -

- we should enjoy our teenager life
- we are students, there is nothing else more important than studies
- money can't buy true friends, health and happiness

There are many more things that my friends had told me.
But I stay on my perception.
I believed that I am right.

Therefore, I stayed on my track.

Until now,
after I am suffering in something.

I found that I was wrong.
I should enjoy my teenager life while fighting for my future.

I was fighting too much for my future.
I tried to save my money and time.
I sacrificed a lot.

And I lost a lot of things.

I haven't achieved my goal.
But I have lost too many things.

A lot of things that I have lost,
are things that I probably unable to get it again in future.

I lost too much.
I regretted.

If I could get back to the past,
I might choose to be an ordinary student,
be an ordinary guy.