Brother, all the best in NS!

My brother went to national service yesterday. I didn’t follow him to PISA. Before I slept the day before, I wrote a wish to him. I hope everything is going all right in the camp.

When my first woke up, my brother just almost woke up. But, I slept again. After I woke up again, he has left. He left a message for me about computer.

Suddenly, he sent me a message and asked me to tell my dad that the bus had just departed. My dad wasn’t back yet, they went to Sungai Petani. After I saw the message, I was feeling missing of my brother. I actually love my brother. I dropped a little tear.

Maybe it will be few months we won’t meet; I hope he is happy in there!

28 Morning

I back to sleep at between 4a.m. to 4.30a.m.

Luckily, I could back to sleep, or else I think I am going to sick.

After I woke up, my mood doesn’t turn better. I am not sure when my mood can change better. Tomorrow is a key, if something bad happen tomorrow in my plan, I am definitely will have a sad ending. If good things happen, my mood might be able to maintain until New Year. One thing I am sure, the day I am going back to UUM, my mood will be extremely bad!

I am going to see ‘chinese doctor’ again later. I am not sure when I can successfully recover from my stomach illness. Recently, I got ulcer too. It’s painful when I put medicine. I have been putting medicine for few days, it didn’t turn better yet. I hope it will turn better today.

I have no plan today except going to see the doctor. I don’t know what I want to do, feeling boring.

A sleep can change everything around

Anything can happen in anytime. Sometime, a tiny thing can change everything round?

I went out today. I finished several things. I felt happy with it. I can be considered as quite happy today. Although I felt a little boring today, I was happy.

I was feeling tired. I fall asleep at about 10. I was sleeping for one hour and I woke up. Everything has change. From a happy, I fall down to a sad situation. A simple short sleep can change a lot of thing. It’s just one hour, but, few things had happened and change my mood all around. I failed to sleep again thereafter. I think I probably might stay until very late at night.

I also don’t know how to explain what have happened. And if I explained, maybe I will be considered as silly because such a thing can bring my mood down.

I don’t know how to continue my blog again. Last time, this blog is one of the ways for me to express my feeling. But now, I don’t know what to write to express my feeling. In other way, I might say that I don’t know what I am feeling now.

Merry Christmas

Hohoho, Merry Christmas.

But, I am not feeling merry at all! I slept early last night (10 o’clock).

Last time, I will definitely waiting for 12a.m.! Not only Christmas, but most of the celebration. But now, I didn’t even stay awake till 12 o’clock for Chinese New Year this year. I am wondering whether I will stay awake until 12 o’clock in the coming New Year?

Don’t know why, when there is celebration, I will be feeling lonely. I couldn’t really describe the feeling.

I am now at 5a.m. in the morning. I work up more than 1 hour ago. I don’t know how to continue. So, that’s all.

A Day of BAnk

I went to Bank Islam to pay up my hostel fee, RM25 + RM0.50. What’s the RM0.50? It’s to be paid for Bank Islam, some sort of service charge. I don’t really like the service of Bank Islam.

After I settled my Bank Islam’s stuff, I went to New World Park to have my lunch and waiting for Wei Loon to come fetch me. When I was waiting, my stomach was feeling not well, maybe it was because I didn’t take my medicine yet. Wei Loon came and we cancelled the planning of going Gurney Plaza. We went to the Maybank at Farlim. First, I bank in a check, dividend of PBA. This is my first time bank in check with the machine. I didn’t really know how to do it, I planned to ask from the customer service but nobody is there. So, I asked from the guard and he taught me, his service is good, gain some marks for Maybank. Thereafter, we want to ask about maybank2u. Wei Loon and I have forgotten the password and we want to ask how to recover it. When we were walking to the counter, we pass by a person. That person was filling the form of check deposing. He was depositing the dividend too. Guess which company is the dividend from? Haha! It was from PBA too, he hold the same amount as my account too!

After asking, everything done, and we went to KFC to talk. Wei Loon gave me a Christmas present when I reached home. Thanks to him.

23rd December 2007

Today, after I woke up, something appeared suddenly into my brain. There are some things I have been chasing, and I think that I am just chasing the dream. It’s really almost impossible that I can make those things. I always hope I can give up the dream and wake up to reality, but always, my heart doesn’t allow me to do so.

After we had our breakfast, we start house cleaning. I threw a lot of things today. I was wondering will I regret in future or not. Those are my old stuffs; it gives me some of my old memories. I had ever thrown 2 books that I am regretting now.

While cleaning, I did recall back a lot of things while I was seeing my old things. I felt sad and regretting of several things. I had really made lot mistakes in the past. But, what to do, I don’t have time machine, I couldn’t change the past. If I was given a chance to go back to the past, I would like to go back to standard 5. I want to continue learning drawing and abacus.

Again, I was feeling sad again when I was thinking about university today. I almost think about university everyday recently. I really dislike going back. Moreover, I have to attend co-curriculum next semester, I have less time doing my things. Moreover, I need internet a lot recently! I really don’t know how I am going to continue my thing inside university. I have to really plan carefully.

I HATE MY UNIVERSITY LIFE!

Day after day, time passes away. It’s about 2 weeks to go until the day that I have to back to university. I don’t hope to leave. I have a lot of things to do in Penang. The worse is, I probably leave Penang on the first Friday of year 2008. I have thing to do on the Saturday! It’s suck!

If I think back, UUM changed a lot of my life.

Firstly, I lost my spirit in doing my things. In university, the boredom, the loneliness, have brought me to laziness. Always, I lay on the bed and think of nothing! It’s totally a waste of time. It isn’t that I don’t want to do anything, just, I am kind of the person that will lost every energy I got when I feel lonely. The last 3 months of my STPM, that was my first time so hardworking to study. I never study properly during examination period since I enter secondary school. I studied properly during my STPM is because I was feeling that there are people beside me, supporting me. I got such great result in STPM, I should really thanks to 2 persons. They are really helping me a lot. I think they definitely know that they had helped me, but they did. But in UUM, I feel like I am living outside of all my friends, I feel like nobody around me. I am fighting lonely.

Secondly, UUM changed a lot of my plans. Last time, I used to watch ‘The Apprentice’. It was my favourite show! I have no right to miss any episode! After each episode I watched, I search for the summary from internet, and I copied it by HAND! My friends said me crazy. Some say that it was just a programme, why I take it like homework. Some say why I don’t just print. Well, for many people, The Apprentice might be only entertainment. But, I am different, The Apprentice might be the key of my success in future. I pay attention on every episode and hoping that I can gain as much knowledge I can from it. But now, I couldn’t catch up watching The Apprentice.

Thirdly, because of UUM, it crashed me into a big cash flow problem. I am suffering in it. I have no choice to cut down all my expenditure and spending time of solving it. Because of it, I have less time spending on my friends. Most of my friend has mean downgraded. The ‘downgraded’ I mean is, from best friend become good friend, from good friend become a normal friend. There are few downgraded friend that I really felt sad of. Until now, I am not only couldn’t solve my problem, my problem is getting worse.

I hate my university life! I WILL NEVER FORGET IT!

21st December 2007

My cousin came from Johor. She was 9 years old. This was the first time I met her. Her 2 elder sisters didn’t come. I played with her, quite fun. I was bullied by her. She was sticking with me always, wants me to play with her. Last night, she didn’t want to sleep if I didn’t sleep. Therefore, I couldn’t stay till the late.

I went to Queensbay yesterday, I was talking with my friend quite a lot things. It’s quite nice.

Today is already 21^st December. Everyday I see the calendar, the number increase 1. That represent that the day I stay in Penang reduce one day. I am going back to UUM soon. I have too much things that I haven’t settle yet. I hope time can be slowed down. I was finding something important recently! I hope I could find it by the end of year! But now, it seems like the possibility is very low.

What am I going to do today? I am not sure. My leg has gone worse than yesterday. It became more painful. I have no idea how to cure it. Maybe I shouldn’t go out today.

2 days ago, I have finally deal with ‘welovepenang’ blog. I will be the translator for that blog. I hope I can being a good translator.

18 DEC 2007

There has been a period of time that I didn’t update my blog. It is my black December. There are a lot of things happened and I have been thinking of a lot of things.

I have finished watching heroes season 2. My friend introduced that drama to me. It is really a nice drama; I couldn’t wait to watch the next episode after I had watched one. The characters I like are Mohinder Suresh and Mr. Benneth. They don’t have special ability, but I like them. They are clever. I admire clever guy.

Well, what could I say next? I have no written blog for a long time, I didn’t know what to write next, there are too much things happened.

3 weeks to go, I am going back UUM. I hate that very much! I dislike UUM, I hope I could graduate tomorrow. I don’t like the life there, it is kind of wasting my time. There is no internet in my room, I have to walk to somewhere which has internet to online. Sometimes, when I reach the place, I failed to get online, the line is really lousy. Without internet, there are a lot of things I couldn’t do. Besides I did spend my time in reading book. However, when I am reading in a boring environment, I am used to thinking my past, feeling regret of what have I done, it’s kind of suffering. Sometimes, I did go my friend room to talk. But, most of people I know in UUM are those who like to play games. They play DOTA from time to time. I have wasted too much time in playing game during form 4 and form 5. I don’t want to waste any more time in game. Therefore, it is sometime quite hard for me to mix with people in UUM.

I went for Chinese doctor 2 days ago. He said that I have to take care of it for a period of time. He gave me medicine. It’s pill. Sometimes, I have to take 7 pills and sometime might be 15. When I need to take three times and 15 pills a day, I have to take 45 pills a day! It’s kind of a lot!

It’s 6a.m., I want to back to my sleep, I woke up 30 minutes ago, thinking of something and writing this blog.

Don't know what title can i put

I would like to share one phase of success in mandarin.

看破生死者成功,看通爱情金钱者开心.

Life, money and love are usually taken as topic to discuss as which is more important. All three are actually important. All three play it own role, we can’t compare it. Such as, can we compare whether Lin Dan is better or David Beckham? Both are in different arena, we can’t compare it, they play their own role in their own arena.

Well, I am not planning to explain the quote, because I can’t be like the quote yet.

I went to Queensbay Mall yesterday. When I am about to leave Borders, I heard two people were talking. They are talking about the share! I hope I can join them. However, as usual, I am weak in stranger approach, it’s totally impossible for me to say, “excuse me, can I join your talk?” I couldn’t make it. Well, I actually hoped to listen to them till they finished. But, I scared my friend waited me too long. Therefore, I decided to leave.

I thought of quite a lot thing recently. It’s hard to say in word.

I am chasing for my success for a period of time. In this journey, I have lost a lot of things. I am trying to save every cent so that I have more money to make my investment. I have made a lot of wrong investment because I want to succeed faster. I am sometimes asking myself, ‘is this the correct decision?’ There are a lot of my friends enjoy their life very much. They spend the money they have with friends. They have an enjoyable teenage moment. I hope my dream can come true.

A Great Book

I have finally bought a great book. I read this book 2 years ago. I borrowed from Cheryl that time. I was trying go find this book for a long time and finally i got it.

Rational and emotional

It’s 5.22a.m. now. I woke up 2 hours ago. I couldn’t sleep; I am quite excited from just now until now. Why? It’s a good question! I am going back Penang later. Every time when I am going back to Penang, I am excited and happy. I couldn’t describe the feeling. I was so bored in here these two days.

Sometimes, I hate of boredom. When I am bored, I always think a lot.

Rational is what you think, emotional is what you act; Think twice, act wise. Always, our mind is controlled by our heart. Our rational thinking is controlled by our emotional action. We see a lot of people doing silly things everyday. When we see someone does stupid thing, we will say, “Why is he such silly?” When we were him, maybe we will do the same thing too. In a lot of situation, we can’t really act rationally.

In my field, investment field, the people who is losing money is more than people who is earning. Is it because there are more stupid people than clever people? It’s absolutely not! Most of people involved in investment are clever people. A lot of people know the investment theory, they know that we should buy low sell high, they know what is undervalued and overvalued. But yet, why there are more losers than winners? This happened because of emotional action. Most of the people act emotional. When things happened to us, the first part of our body get affected is our feeling. Once our feeling change, everything changed.

There are people committing suicide because of love. This is one of the most stupid things that human ever did but why people are still doing it? Once again, it’s because of emotional. Emotion is one of the most difficult to handle. In love, there is nothing rational. We can invest rationally, we can response a lot of thing rationally, but not love. If someone says that he fall in love on someone rationally, that’s not love.

We are able to state a lot of reasons when we are making investment decision. But in love, we can’t really make a good decision by rational think. We love someone means we love someone, there is no reason. There is no neither right nor wrong in love. Everything happened regarding love, nobody is correct and nobody is wrong too. We can always listen that there are a lot of incredible break up reason. The girl breaks up with the guy because the guy loves her too much. The guy breaks up with the girl care about the guy too much. If we think rationally, it should be a good thing for a girl if the guy loves her a lot. There are a lot of men blame their spouse doesn’t care much about them. But, when the girl cares a lot on the guy, the guy breaks up with the girl. Should this be considered as funny?

Guy loves girl without any reason, so do girls. Some guys could love a girl who will never love them for a long period. Some are still doing things for the girl. Others might be saying that they are silly. But for them, it’s no wrong. Love is a totally emotional stuff. We can’t judge love rationally.

In many things of our life, we can’t really understand if it doesn’t happen to us. We know only the rational part unless the things are really happened to us.

There is a technique called ‘use the poison to attack the poison’. Some cases, this is still hard to be applied. It needs time. Sometimes, we are trying very hard to find the better ones to replace something. The problem is sometime we have found and we replaced it, the old thing is keep appearing in our mind again and again. What can we do about it? Just let the time wash everything.

I love Penang

I’ve to go back UUM tonight. I don’t know why, I will be in UUM for only three days, but I feel very sad of feeling. I’ve meet several things recently. I love Penang. I hope I could remain in Penang. I have a lot of thing I want to do in Penang.

Previously in secondary school, I didn’t appreciate what I have, now, I have to leave Penang and now I appreciate the moment in Penang. Humans are always like this, we don’t appreciate when we have it, and we only appreciate it when we are going to lost it.

Last night, I learned one new interesting quote, “if we don’t invest, we can’t earn more money; if we lost our money, we can’t invest.” This is a thing every investor has to remember!

After a period of time

It’s been a long time I didn’t update my blog. I am coming now to update it again.

There are a lot of things happened this 2 months. I faced a lot of problems and I’ve learned a lot too. There’re a lot of things I would like to share here.

I have been staying in UUM for 3 and half months. I dislike the place! It’s totally horrible. I have been wasting a lot of my time there. A lot of people say that university time is much better than high school. We can know a lot of people in university; we can learn a lot of things there. But, the statement isn’t accurate on me. I just know a few friends. I don’t like to mix with the people there. The people there mostly can be divided into two categories. The first group is people who are studying most the time. I don’t really like to make friends with this group of people. Although they are right that they are fighting for their future, but I dislike the way. We should work for live, but they live for work. They are just hoping a secure job. It that the way of living in this world? Work up in the morning, go work, back from work, sleep and redo the thing all over again the second day. That’s should be called as life. Life shouldn’t be like that. I defined life as, “living happily by doing the things we like to fulfill our dream”.

What’s the meaning of study? Study is a process of learning to obtain knowledge. But, the definition has changed by people nowadays. It has become “a process to obtain a ‘ticket’ to get a job”. We can simple ask a people, “Why you want to study?” you would probably get the answer as “how are we going to live if we don’t have certificate?” So, is it a need for Oxford to change the definition of study in their dictionary?

“Living happily by doing the things we like to fulfill our dream.” People claim that we can’t do what we like without money. Is that so? Yes, it is but not all the time. When eastern people saying that they love music and hope to be an artist, their parents stop them with the reason that it’s impossible to succeed in that industry. That’s totally one of the lousiest excuses in the world. If it is impossible, then who are Jay Chou, Lee Hom, Andy Lau and Lin Yu Chong? They aren’t successful enough? Maybe people will say again that they are just one of million. Yes, they are one of million. They aren’t one of million who are lucky to succeed but one of million who dare to face it! It’s not the matter we can or we can’t, it’s the matter of we want or don’t want. Nothing is impossible if we have the passion and hard work. When people telling you that you can’t make it, they just don’t want you to make it because they can’t make it.

The second group of people I met in UUM is the “gaming” group. They play games most the time. If want to saying in good way, they know how to enjoy the time; in the bad way, they are wasting their time. I am not saying that we shouldn’t enjoy. Humans should relax and enjoy but just a certain level. If they are still in secondary school, it’s no wrong that enjoying. They have reached university, a big number of them still don’t know their ambition. When they are asked about their ambition, they might say that it is accountant for those who are studying accountancy. When they are asked deeper, what’s job for an accountant, they can’t give the correct answer. I really found myself at the end of form 5. I have felt that it’s very late, but, there are much people later than me.

Months ago, my first quote of life was “it’s not the matter you can or you can’t; it’s the matter that you want or don’t want.” But now, the quote has replaced with another quote, “action speaks louder than words”. Speak is easy but act is hard. There are lot people good in giving opinion and idea, me too, but the opinion or idea is unless it converted into action. People like to talk about their dream and their plans. I have a lot of friend of this type. They can give a lot of business idea, but they take no action. I have told myself, I have to act! Therefore I enter the share market, I started to make market survey, and I am looking for suppliers. I hope I can convert more word into action.

Sometimes, I ask myself, “am I doing the right thing?” I work hard for my future, I saved my money just for my investment, and I put no effort in academic. I feel suffering sometimes. Am I doing the right thing? I am really feeling doubt sometimes. I do hope that I could live like the “study” or “gaming” group but that will remain to trap me in the poverty the “rat gaming”. I have sacrificed a lot. I stopped playing games, I have no hobby.

However, my interest of seeing picture has expanded into capturing photo and editing picture. It might become my hobby after I don’t have any hobby since I seldom play football and badminton. Due to this interest, I wish I could have a digital camera. I have a plan to capture photo of every corner of Penang. At that moment, I was delighted when I read the newspaper few days ago. There was a Canon digital camera sales in Auto City. I invited my friend to go. It broke my dream when I saw the price is still so high. The cheapest camera costs me RM499. I decided to keep the money to make my next investment. Therefore, I couldn’t make capturing photo as my hobby and my plan to capture Penang’s photos have to be terminated. However, I can still make photo editing as my hobby. I started learning about photo editing and I have edited a picture. I hope this hobby can fill in my free time to make my life more interesting.

In these past few week which I don’t have hobby, I was spending my time in reading and watching movie. I have watched a lot of movies. The latest movie I have watched while I was writing this is Evan Almighty. It’s a great movie. At the end of the movie, I felt very glad until my tear was almost coming out. That was the moment I realize that why people can drop tear because of glad. Another good movie I watched was The Pursuit of Happiness. It was a real story about a investor. He went trough a lot of obstacle, he climbed up every time he failed.

Besides watching movie, I spent my time in reading. I found 1 good book to read. Its title is “Dare To Fail”. It’s a book that saying about failure of humans and how a human should face the failure. It’s a great book. It said about various kinds of failure.

Before I end, I wish to thank to my friends who have help me to get up from my moody in these few weeks. Thankyou!

The Movie, Secret.

This is the second time I write about this movie. This time, I am going to say about why I like this movie.

1. The love story. I feel the love story is sweet.

2. The story is unexpected. At the beginning of the story, it looks very simple. But, in the end, I was surprised of the complicated story. At the part that Jay knew that others didn’t see Xiao Yu, I thought she was a ghost, I guess a lot people think as me.

3. There are a lot of questions occurred. There are several parts I don’t understand of it after I watched it. I understood more after I watched the second time. I will post few questions below. If you are interested, you may give your opinions.

4. The movie is touch.

Questions:

1. Who is able to see Xiao Yu?

2. Had Xiao Yu Died?

3. How come Xiao Yu will faint?

4. The notes can help people to travel over how many years?

If your answer for question 1 is Jay, you are definitely wrong.

If your answer for question 2 is yes, then, how come Jay may meet her after he went back to find Xiao Yu?

If your answer is no, then, what happened after she fainted? How come Xiao Yu is ok when Jay back to find her?

If your answer for question 3 is asthma, you may right, you may wrong. I am not very sure of this yet.

If your answer for 4^th question is 20, how come Jay will meet Xiao Yu back?

SECRET

I have just watched a movie, secret, acted by Jay. It’s totally a nice movie. I actually don’t really like to watch love movie. But, this movie is nice! I like it very much! I would recommend you all to watch it. But, if it’s not nice, don’t blame me.

Jay is really a great man. He can sing, make song, act, make story and director as well. Initially, I don’t expect much from this movie because it is new for Jay to be the director and story writer. But after I watch, I feel very satisfy. I would give 4 marks out of 5 marks.

4 people in your love journey

i read this from a web. it's pretty nice!

人生就是為了找尋愛的過程，
每個人的人生都要找到四個人

第一個是自己,

第二個是你最愛的人，

第三個是最愛你的人，

第四個是共度一生的人.

首先會遇到你最愛的人，然後體會到愛的感覺；
因為了解被愛的感覺，所以才能發現最愛你的人；
當你經歷過愛人與被愛，學會了愛，才會知道什麼是你需要的，
也才會找到最適合你，能夠相處一輩子的人。
但很悲哀的，在現實生活中，這三個人通常不是同一個人；
你最愛的，往往沒有選擇你；
最愛你的，往往不是你最愛的；
而最長久的，偏偏不是你最愛也不是最愛你的，
只是在最適合的時間出現的那個人。
你，會是別人生命中的第幾個人呢？
沒有人是故意要變心的，他愛你的時候是真的愛你，
可是他不愛你的時候也是真的不愛你了，
他愛你的時候沒有辦法假裝不愛你；
同樣的，他不愛你的時候也沒有辦法假裝愛你 。
當一個人不愛你要離開你，
你要問自己還愛不愛他，
如果你也不愛他了，千萬別為了可憐的自尊而不肯離開；
如果你還愛他，你應該會希望他過得幸福快樂，
希望他跟真正愛的人在一起，絕不會阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已經不愛他了，
而如果你不愛他，你又有什麼資格指責他變心呢？
愛不是佔有，
你喜歡月亮，不可能把月亮拿下來放在臉盆裡，
但月亮的光芒仍可照進你的房間。
換句話說，你愛一個人，也可以用另一種方式擁有，
讓愛人成為生命裡的永恆回憶，
如果你真愛一個人，就要愛他原來的樣子─愛他的好，也愛他的壞：
愛他的優點，也愛他的缺點，
絕不能因為愛他，就希望他變成自己所希望的樣子，
萬一變不成就不愛他了。
真正愛一個人是無法說出原因的，
你只知道無論何時何地、心情好壞，你都希望這個人陪著你；
真正的感情是兩人能在最艱苦中相守，也就是沒有絲毫要求。
畢竟，感情必須付出，而不是只想獲得；
分開是一種必然的考驗，
如果你們感情不夠穩固，只好認輸，
真愛是不會變成怨恨的。
兩人在談情說愛的時候，
最喜歡叫對方發誓，許下承諾我們為什麼要對方發誓，
就是因為我們不相信對方，我們根本不相信情人，
而這些山盟海誓又很不切實際：
海枯石爛、地老天荒，都不能改變我對你的愛!
明知道海不會枯、石不會爛、地不會老、天不會荒；
就算會，也活不到那時候。
許下諾言的時候千萬注意，不要許下可以實現的諾言，
最好是承諾做不到的事，
反正做不到的，隨便說說也不要緊，
請記住：”不可能實現的諾言最動人”
在愛情裡，說的是一套，做的是另一套；
講的人不相信，聽的人也不相信。
你呢？找到了第幾個？
茫茫人海中，你遇見了誰？誰又遇見了你？

from:

http://ant.d4b.net/webs/lyric/lyric.html

GOAL

After being the world richest man for 13 years, Bill Gates is no longer world number 1. His position has been taken by a Mexican, Carlos Slim.

Well, some say the Mexican is tremendously smart. Some say that is incredible and unexpected. But, actually this should be an incident within expectation. Nobody can be champion all the time. No-one is perfect, therefore nobody is able to stay champion all the time. Even is the champion is very smart and hardworking, he will be taken by others as well. After a champion staying in champion for a period of time, he will definitely lose some spirit. Nobody is in front of him; he has no target to chase. Compare to the second one, he has number one in front of him, he has a clear target to chase.

Target is an important factor in everything. If you want to book for a plane ticket, are you able to make the booking if you don’t know where you want to go? Absolutely can’t, right? We can only book it when we know where we are going. Same thing happens in our life, a person with target will seem to be having more spirit than the one don’t have, because they know what they want and what they should do to achieve what they want.

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Define own weakness

Humans like to critic others but protect themselves. When something happened, a lot of people start to blame others. Whether they are correct or wrong, they will try to find excuse to blame others.

Blaming others is one of the worst things which we do. We shouldn’t blame on others actually, we should find out what’re our mistakes and weakness.

After we defined our weaknesses, what should we do? Finding excuses for the weakness? A failure person is always finding excuse while the success person finds reasons. So, remember! Define your weakness and find where the problem is and try to solve it!

It is correct that we are unable to overcome all the weakness, but we must at least try to overcome it. We are used to hearing people saying, ‘I don’t want to speak English, my English is poor.’ Because our English is poor, that’s why we should speak more. We might be laughed by others when we speak English wrongly, but, do you ever think that what will happen if you remained the same for 20 years? It is still reasonable you can’t speak well now. How about 20 years later? Is it still reasonable?

But of course we aren’t able to repair all the weaknesses. We are humans. Once we are humans, we aren’t able to be perfect. Nobody is able to be a perfect man. Although we can’t repair all our weaknesses, it is necessary for us to define our weaknesses. Why we need to do so? If we know our weaknesses, we can try to avoid from making mistakes with out weakness. We can see that a lot of people making stupid mistakes again and again, and these stupid mistakes cause humans to regret for life.

In order to success, we should maintain not to lose before we try to win others. Knowing our own weaknesses is one of the most important things that we should do to make sure we won’t lose to others.

Know Thyself

In this competitive age, humans are trying to know others in order to be better than others. We try to define what’s others’ weaknesses and attack on their weakness. But, many people forget about something, they forget to value one important people, ourselves.

It’s important to know thyself. We should define our strengths and weaknesses. There are 4 types of people:

1. People who know their strengths and weaknesses.
2. People who know their strengths but don’t know their weaknesses.
3. People who don’t know their strengths but know weaknesses.
4. People who don’t know their strengths and weaknesses.

Of course, the person who has the higher possibility to succeed is the first type and the forth type person will has the lower possibility

It’s important to know what our strengths are so that we are able to fully utilize our strength. If someone who is talented in chemical work as engineer, is that sound his talent has been wasted?

Knowing our own strength isn’t enough. We are necessary to know our weaknesses too. If possible, we should overcome our weaknesses. But, we are humans; no-one is able to be a perfect human. It’s impossible to be a human which has no weakness. Some of our weaknesses are unable to overcome, but we are also need to know it so that we won’t let the weakness to make us in trouble.

Strength can be described as a striker in a football team; it helps us to make attack, to defeat others. Weakness is the defender; it helps to defend the attack made by the opponent. Knowing both strength and weakness is very important. A team without striker won’t win the match and a team without defender will scored a lot by opponent.

So, have you defined your strikers and defenders?

Money

Money isn’t everything?

Although money isn’t everything, but everything is money. Without money, you cannot maximize other important values such as family, career, health, spirituality and relationship.

Money will not buy you happiness?

True, however, not having money will make you happier? Isn’t it better to be unhappy with money than unhappy without money?

Money make human become materialistic?

It isn’t money make human become materialistic, human mindset does.

Money couldn’t make you live forever?

True. But, you wish to live comfortably for 50 years or suffering for 100 years?

Money is a unique thing. We always hear people saying that money isn’t important. Money can’t buy a lot of things such as health and your loved ones. If money isn’t important, why does everyone is fighting for it?

Life

We are used to hearing people say that cry shows the ending. We cry when we have to leave. We cry when we failed. We cry when we are hurt. But, everyone forget one thing. Cry is showing the beginning of life. What’s the first thing we do when the first step to the world? We cried.

What is life actually? Why we live in this world? What’s the purpose? Life means suffer? Is life fun? All the question marks occurred in our mind since we are babies. Some people found the answer at the early stage of life but some couldn’t find it till the end of life.

Some people live happily while some don’t. What’s the secret of living happily? There is only one reason. They have found out what the life is. One we find out, we will surely live in the world by doing meaningful things which give us happiness. People who don’t find out what the life is will be suffering all the time. They will be fighting for nothing.

As we can see, people are fighting to obtain as much money as they can. People say, “money is everything.” Is that correct? Yes, it is. With money, we can do a lot of things. We can go wherever we want, do whatever we like. But, they missed out something. They are doing things they don’t like to gain the money. Such as, people who like to be a police work as a manager cause manager can earn more money. Money is everything, he works as manager to earn money so that he can do whatever he like. Is he correct? Definitely not! Money should be the asset of humans, but he has made the money to become his master.

Doing the things we like; achieving our goal; living happily. These are the human’s goal. Will you feel happy when you do the thing u don’t like? Absolutely not. But then, some say that we will feel happy when we received the salary. Yes, that’s right! We will feel happy when receive the salary. But, do you ever think before? How long is the period of time that you receive the salary? How about the working time? Are you using 90% of your time to gain the 10% happiness? Does it worth?

Sometimes, we do hear people saying that it’s impossible to succeed by doing the thing we like. Such as, can we succeed just by playing game? Let me ask you all back, “why not?” David Beckam earns a lot just by playing football. Tiger Woods has become one of the millionaires just by playing golf. Jay just have to sing everyday to make the money come into his pocket. So do Michael Jackson and Andy Lau. They can make it, why we can’t? Are they humans? How many brain they have? Are they born by their mother? We are same as them!

Let’s go and do the things we like, be a person we want. This is what the life is!