A sad debut

I have just back from futsal. It was a bad debut. It isn’t because I didn’t play well. As a debut after a long time, my performance was considered as good enough.

But then, why I still say it wasn’t a good debut?

Something happened during the game. My friend, Soony, injured. And, I would considered that’s one of the more terrible injury. His nose was bleeding and he stopped playing. I got in the field and played. Suddenly, Soony called me. He asked me whether I have driving licience. He said that his left eye couldn’t see and he asked me if I able to fetch him home. I asked my friend to fetch him home.

I worry about him. I am the one who asked him to go. If there is anything happen to him, I will feel guilty forever.

I sent a message to him just now and he was going to hospital. He is a good friend, also a good guy. I hope God will bless him.

Soony, all the best!

My debut

Yesterday was a busy day. Well, not really very busy actually. It’s busy just because I went to buy ticket. As usual, it spent me 4 hours time. But, I have a good journey. Why? I am not going to tell.

Later I am going to play futsal at 3 o’clock. It was my debut since last year. i remembered that that match disappointed me and made me recall a lot of things. The game ended up as my last game. But now, I try for a debut. I hope I still know how to kick the ball.

There are a lot of stories in my football life. I used to play football during my secondary. There is a period of time, I was playing it everyday. I was top stiker among my friend. But later, I am worrying can I score any? I will know later.

However, there is something worried me. My nose bleed this morning. As usual, everytime my nose bleeding, I will starting thinking a lot of thing. All the worries come into my brain. I scare whethere there is any big disease in my body and so on. I am a person who afraid of death very much. But, I am ok now. I just scare I can’t perform later.

New share in my portfolio

Today, I bought another share, Kossan. I was waiting this for a long time. I actually planned to purchase share during December, but I couldn’t find any favourable one. Today, I have made the decision to buy. The first stock I bought during this bull year. I hope this will be a good beginning of the year of bull.

Initally, I tought I will be waiting for a long time to bid for my favourable price. But ended up, I decided to buy up from the seller. Now, I have time, I am thinking should I go to buy my ticket to back UUM later? I scare the ticket would be sold out tomorrow, but I feel like I am kind of lazy to go later.

I am going to miss Penang again.

28/1 morning

I went to my grandmother’s (my mother’s side) house these 2 days. I was really boring at there. But, it had finally over. Even it is very boring, but I mustn’t choose not to go. She is my grandmother, without her, there is no my mother. Without my mother, I won’t be in this world. Thanks to my grandmother.

Suddenly, I look at calendar, my holiday is almost end, I haven’t started my assignment yet. I really hate to do assignment during my holidays, especially it’s Chinese New Year! But nevermind, I will do it when I free in these few days.

I am wondering what my friends’ decisions are, of when are they going back to UUM. Will I be going back alone? I am not sure. And I haven’t bought my ticket yet.

It seems like there are a lot of things that I need to done it but I still haven’t started it.

That’s me. Holiday is a holiday. haha

Well, I will be going to Gurney Plaza later. I am still thinking whether to buy the RM89.95 rubik’s cube. I really wish to own one. But it’s too expensive. I am in dilemma. Please, help me.

Negative leads to the end of a good friendship......

I knew a friend in last semester. And she became one of my good friends. I would say that she was my best friend in UUM until there is rumour about us.

She is negative minded. I tried hard to change her. Is that an impossible mission? Some people say it’s hard to change people personality. Yes, it’s hard, but isn’t impossible. I have enter to a very negative year after I get in UUM, but now, I totally get out from that and I am a positive person now.

During my negative period, I lost a lot of things. I keep blaming on UUM and do nothing to change it. Last year, I would say, I have lost my best friends. I said in my blog before. I got 2 gang of friends, and I lost that great friends after enter UUM. I just blame it, and the end, I almost didn’t contact with them. I even stopped playing football just because of some sad thing, and this almost caused my friendship with a friend dropped even further.

But now, I realized every thing. Negative isn’t a solution, we need change! Therefore, I promise myself to be positive minded. End of last year, I told myself, I have to get back my best friend. And now, I think it’s better now.

The negative-minded UUM friend is really very negative. Last night, our friendship drop tremendously. We may become only just a normal friend.

I am a person who thinks friend is very important. I always love to give example to the statement I say, but I am not going to give about this. If you don’t want to believe, I got nothing to say as well. I have tried hard to help her. But, she is getting more negative minded in this semester. And of course, more and more argument erupted. So, yesterday I told her that it’s better to downgrade our friendship. It seem like the more I tried to fix it, the worse the outcome. So, I think it’s better to come to an edge.

This is the first bad thing happens in my Chinese New Year this year. I feel sad of it, but I have learned how to be positive and manage it now.

To all my readers and friends, I would like to tell you all, thinking positive is a great thing! It’s one of the best things to do in the life!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Reunion Dinner is coming.......

I was just back hangging out with Henry. We went to Gurney Plaza and Queensbay Mall. It has been a long time we never hang out together. We used to hang out togather always last time. I quite miss of that time.

Later is going to be the reunion dinner. Last year, I went to have it in my aunt’s house. This year, we will be having in house only.

Tomorrow, the first day of Bull Year. My family and I will be going to Kedah, my grandmother’s home. We will overnight at Kedah and back on Tuesday.

This year, my cousin from Johor is coming to Penang. It has been a long time I didn’t see her. I think I have no seen her since I entered secondary school. She is taking 9 o’clock bus later, I guess she will reach Penang tomorrow morning. I am not sure I will able to meet her tomorrow or not. If I have no chance to meet her tomorrow, I hope that I will have chance to meet her after I back from Kedah.

My friends, have you all prepared to celebrate the Chinese New Year? Happy Chinese New Year to you all and hope you all have a great time with your family tonight!

I am going to......!

I back from UUM last Wednesday. This time, I am really busy of meeting friends. And I met people up every night.

Wednesday night: Khai Yuan
Thursday night: Wei Loon
Friday night: Leng Chin
Saturday: Eng Jeng, Kean Nam, Koon Kit

I think I never be such busy in any trip back Penang.

Well, why am I meeting for?

It’s actually related to my success in the future. I met them all to talk about business and investment.

Yesterday, I told Eng Jeng that it was great that Kean Nam held his 21st birthday party. After the party, I was feeling to have such great party too. Unfortunately, I don’t have that money. Well, so, I decided something. 21st birthday is a special year of birthday for us. I can’t make it a special birthday, nevermind, but I will make my 21 years old a great year, a stepping stone toward my success. I want to achieve at least something. And, I think I have started to act. I hope this will bring me success.

I am actually hoping very much to prove myself. I want to succeed in investment world. I also want to make my important friends to feel proud of myself.

In investment, many friends to ask me to teach them, either they are really wishing to learn, or just simply say. And there are few people that I really hope I can teach them. Sometimes, I am thinking, am I qualified to teach them? I am still having some loss, you know?

Therefore I really hope to succeed in investment so that I can feel I am qualified to teach them.

Again!

In this age, when I am in 21, I am going to achieve something! I am really going to!

Lastly, wish all my friends will have a great and happy reunion dinner tonight!

The Year of Bull after 34 hours

After 34 hours, it will be another chinese new year. It is going to be Bull year, will stock market be a bull market? We will know it next year.

I think I will be like a spanish bull this year.

Be a spanish bull? In term of?

There is a show about bull in spanish right? I don’t know what it call. In Chinese, it is called ‘斗牛’. As we know, the bull there is full of power. I want to be like it. I want to be aggressive, I want to achieve something in this year.

Within this past 1 week time, there are 2 girls surprised me. What make me surprised? Last Saturday, after my co-curiculum, a friend of mine ask me to teach her financial account. After I taught her, she suddenly asked,’I heard that you play share, right?’ After I answered her, she told me that she is interested and want to learn. I am quite surprised with that. Previously, I thought that she was just an ordinary student, because she is really work hard in acedemic. I don’t ever think she would ask about share.

Another one, a girl that I just knew for about more than one month only. She was introduced by another friend of mine. I was sms-ing with her few days ago, and suddenly said about share. She told me that she is interested. Well, I have met plenty of people who say they are interested, but, they might just simply say only, they might not interested actually. But, but this girl, she told me if I bought IOI Corporation last month, I would be earning a lot. so, I think she is truly has interest in that.

Well, not going to saying any further more for this moment.
Happy Chinese New year! And hope this year, the bull will wake up in the stock market.

CNY holiday started

I have back to Penang again.

Last week, I went for an interview to be in the committee of a recycle project in my university. Well, that time, I wish to get to be leader but 2 days ago, I received the offer to be the AJK. Initially, I did plan to reject the offer, but the end I accepted it.

Well, CNY is coming, has you guys bought new clothes? I have bought. But I have forgotten how many clothes are those. This year is better than last year. I have about 9 day holidays for this year. There are a lot of things I want to do in this holiday. But I am not sure whether I have the time or not.

Guess what am I doing now?

I am preparing to format my laptop. My laptop was infected by virus in the last week I was in Penang previously. I hope I can settle it fast.

Lastly for this post, LuPorTi, welcome back to Penang.