致:不断支持我部落格的朋友们
其实，我真的很感谢你们。真心的感谢！
当我看到你们在这里的回复。
我真的非常感动，尤其是那些常给予我回复的人。
我真的感谢你们。
尤其是今年的我。
常常感受孤独的我，
每当我看到我的部落格有回复的时候。
感受了有朋友的存在，
有朋友的支持。
谢谢你们！
Sunday, 30 November 2008
Meet up a friend
2 days ago, I made a dream about investment. I learned new thing in my dream. That was cool. But yesterday night, I made a dream that I failed in my exam. How could I dream such things.
Well, yesterday, I went out with a friend of mine. I felt very appreciate when he said that he remember one thing I told him 2 years ago. I told him that, ‘knowing the right friend is important.’
Last time, I would say my level is beyond him. But now, he is much greater than me. I felt proud of having him as a friend.
He shared a lot of things with me yesterday. I went to the career fair and Queensbay Mall. We talked quite a lot of things. Yesterday, there were actually badminton matches. I didn’t watch it in order to meet him. I was wondering when would I able to meet him if I didn’t meet him yesterday. Well, the sacrifice of badminton matches worth it. I learned new things as well.
Well, yesterday, I went out with a friend of mine. I felt very appreciate when he said that he remember one thing I told him 2 years ago. I told him that, ‘knowing the right friend is important.’
Last time, I would say my level is beyond him. But now, he is much greater than me. I felt proud of having him as a friend.
He shared a lot of things with me yesterday. I went to the career fair and Queensbay Mall. We talked quite a lot of things. Yesterday, there were actually badminton matches. I didn’t watch it in order to meet him. I was wondering when would I able to meet him if I didn’t meet him yesterday. Well, the sacrifice of badminton matches worth it. I learned new things as well.
Friday, 28 November 2008
Untitled again
What happened to me? I am not sure too, not feeling of doing anything always.
Last time, when I online, there are a lot of things for me to search. But now, when I am searching things, I feel really boring. Always, I online, and offline, and then online again, and offline again.
I don’t know why.
Well, the last month of year 2008. I wish I would able to make my change started on December so that I would be in the track I want in next year.
Last time, when I online, there are a lot of things for me to search. But now, when I am searching things, I feel really boring. Always, I online, and offline, and then online again, and offline again.
I don’t know why.
Well, the last month of year 2008. I wish I would able to make my change started on December so that I would be in the track I want in next year.
Thursday, 27 November 2008
失去了的我。。。
现在的心情，我真的不知道怎么地形容。或许，比较正确的是，我不知道我的心情是什么。
昨天，一位朋友告诉我说他突然觉得他的朋友很少。
我很想跟他说：’我更加糟糕啦，已经一年多我的我周围没有什么朋友了。’
有时我真的好想回到过去，那些日子真的好开心。有时，我连‘孤单’是怎么写也都忘记了。
现在呢？我也不知道怎么会搞的这样。现在的我，要找一个人来谈心事，就好象寻宝那样。
3个星期前，我的一位好朋友在MSN跟我聊天。
他问我：‘怎么不找个女朋友？你不会觉得寂寞吗？’
我真的是寂寞的。
但是，因为我不想花无畏的钱，我不想浪费无畏的时间。
现在的时间，真的是很宝贵。
我想做我的研究，我的投资。
或许，我错了？
我不懂。
我只知道，我要在投资业成功，证明我当年的想法是对的。
这几天，我不断的逼自己努力。
但，就是没有了那个充满乐趣，期待的心情。
可能因为现在这一条路上，只有我一个人。
想回去年，
我成为了STPM的优秀生。
我高兴吗？
其实不是很高兴。
我的SPM只拿两个A，
而且还有拿E。
但是，我拿了成绩后，还可以高高兴兴的跟朋友庆祝。
但，STPM呢？
却孤独了。
甚至现在，
不管我在学业，
在我的中期考试，
有多么的好成绩，
我的高兴，
就是那么的一杀那。
可能这也是我对学业失去兴趣的原因吧？
所以呢，常常就在中期考试取得好成绩后，
在终考失水准。
真的是很可惜，时间无法回去。
如果我有回到过去的能力，我一定牺牲一切，保护我的友情！
昨天，一位朋友告诉我说他突然觉得他的朋友很少。
我很想跟他说：’我更加糟糕啦，已经一年多我的我周围没有什么朋友了。’
有时我真的好想回到过去，那些日子真的好开心。有时，我连‘孤单’是怎么写也都忘记了。
现在呢？我也不知道怎么会搞的这样。现在的我，要找一个人来谈心事，就好象寻宝那样。
3个星期前，我的一位好朋友在MSN跟我聊天。
他问我：‘怎么不找个女朋友？你不会觉得寂寞吗？’
我真的是寂寞的。
但是，因为我不想花无畏的钱，我不想浪费无畏的时间。
现在的时间，真的是很宝贵。
我想做我的研究，我的投资。
或许，我错了？
我不懂。
我只知道，我要在投资业成功，证明我当年的想法是对的。
这几天，我不断的逼自己努力。
但，就是没有了那个充满乐趣，期待的心情。
可能因为现在这一条路上，只有我一个人。
想回去年，
我成为了STPM的优秀生。
我高兴吗？
其实不是很高兴。
我的SPM只拿两个A，
而且还有拿E。
但是，我拿了成绩后，还可以高高兴兴的跟朋友庆祝。
但，STPM呢？
却孤独了。
甚至现在，
不管我在学业，
在我的中期考试，
有多么的好成绩，
我的高兴，
就是那么的一杀那。
可能这也是我对学业失去兴趣的原因吧？
所以呢，常常就在中期考试取得好成绩后，
在终考失水准。
真的是很可惜，时间无法回去。
如果我有回到过去的能力，我一定牺牲一切，保护我的友情！
Tuesday, 25 November 2008
Untitled
My last paper of my exam was Applied Economy. I took English class. But, guess what happened in exam? It’s all in Malay. That’s unfair you know! Applied Economy was the paper I concerned the most. But, now, I can’t do well, because it’s in Malay. I felt a little bit disappointed. But, what to do, my battle goes on. I will work hard in next semester. As I said earlier, if I am still wasting my time, I would choose to quit from studies.
Well, I have back to Penang. I was known by my friend that the new Gurney Plaza, I am not sure what’s the name, has opened. I wish to go some days.
I told my friend that I won’t waste much time from now onwards.
Today, I waste some time, nevermind, it’s just the beginning, I will try to change even more.
Well, I have back to Penang. I was known by my friend that the new Gurney Plaza, I am not sure what’s the name, has opened. I wish to go some days.
I told my friend that I won’t waste much time from now onwards.
Today, I waste some time, nevermind, it’s just the beginning, I will try to change even more.
Monday, 24 November 2008
Goodbye Sem 3!!
Hi, everyone, LuPorti is back again!
I have finished semester 3, and I have back to Penang!
I will update my blog tomorrow.
I have finished semester 3, and I have back to Penang!
I will update my blog tomorrow.
Saturday, 8 November 2008
Back to UUM AGAIN (for exam)
Well, thanks for my friends who are willing to spend your time to read about my support. You know what, I really appreciate of reading my blog. Thankyou!
Now, I am going back to my university again, I won’t be able to update my blog until 24 November 2008. I will update it once I reached Penang again.
I am going to start my war of exam. I don’t expect, and I will make sure my result won’t be very bad too.
Well, good luck to me, and all the best to you. See you after 16 days!
Now, I am going back to my university again, I won’t be able to update my blog until 24 November 2008. I will update it once I reached Penang again.
I am going to start my war of exam. I don’t expect, and I will make sure my result won’t be very bad too.
Well, good luck to me, and all the best to you. See you after 16 days!
Friday, 7 November 2008
The Great or The Last
I woke up at 8 o’clock today. For some people, it might be early, but for me, this is the latest that I woke up in this week. I don’t really feel like waking up. Why? I will be going back my university tomorrow. I want to online until I enough today.
I will be there for 17 days. 17 days is not much, but 17 days being there for me is a lot. It’s like 17 weeks. After that, I will be having 1 month holiday. Yeah! I am able to back to my life. I have a lot of things to do in this coming holiday. I wish I will able to complete it.
Do you have any friend whose examination is coming in 2 days but yet still never study it since months ago? Have you? Yes, I am the one. Examination is coming but I have forgotten when was my last time studied it. I don’t have any motivation to study. Whoever close with me will know that, nobody can force me to study, if I can’t find the motivation, I would just don’t study and enter the examination hall. I did it before, my friends know it.
I have given up this semester again. Yes, I have given up.
At the beginning of this semester, I have tried a lot of things to motivate me. I tried a lot of things, and actually it succeeded. I started study before the semester started. But, after few weeks, my motivation has gone, the environmental effect. I really don’t like the study environment.
Next semester, yes, next semester, I will try to shape my motivation again. In this coming holiday, or maybe starting from now, I will figure out the environmental effect and think of how not to let it to make my motivation to be lost again.
LuPorTi is back next semester!
If I fail to motivate myself in next semester, and I am feeling that I am wasting my time again, I will quit from the university. Yes, I mean, quit my study.
I will be there for 17 days. 17 days is not much, but 17 days being there for me is a lot. It’s like 17 weeks. After that, I will be having 1 month holiday. Yeah! I am able to back to my life. I have a lot of things to do in this coming holiday. I wish I will able to complete it.
Do you have any friend whose examination is coming in 2 days but yet still never study it since months ago? Have you? Yes, I am the one. Examination is coming but I have forgotten when was my last time studied it. I don’t have any motivation to study. Whoever close with me will know that, nobody can force me to study, if I can’t find the motivation, I would just don’t study and enter the examination hall. I did it before, my friends know it.
I have given up this semester again. Yes, I have given up.
At the beginning of this semester, I have tried a lot of things to motivate me. I tried a lot of things, and actually it succeeded. I started study before the semester started. But, after few weeks, my motivation has gone, the environmental effect. I really don’t like the study environment.
Next semester, yes, next semester, I will try to shape my motivation again. In this coming holiday, or maybe starting from now, I will figure out the environmental effect and think of how not to let it to make my motivation to be lost again.
LuPorTi is back next semester!
If I fail to motivate myself in next semester, and I am feeling that I am wasting my time again, I will quit from the university. Yes, I mean, quit my study.
Thursday, 6 November 2008
EXAM
Later, I am going to buy ticket for going back to my university. I really don’t like to back there. Although it’s not far from my hometown, I am really don’t like there At there, I don’t really have friend that I think is able to step in the same line with me. I really hope there is.
Don’t want to talk about going back there, it makes me moody.
I woke up early yesterday to witness the moment Barrack Obama to become the new president of United State of America. The moment he won, I feel quite happy. I think he is really a great man. I was talking about Obama a lot on internet yesterday. Well, it’s glad I was still in Penang, or else, I don’t think I am able to talk about Obama. My friends in university either not interested or they will be busy study for exam. EXAM… EXAM… EXAM….
Saying about examination, I haven’t start prepare ANY yet. Seriously, I haven’t start. I will be having Marketing paper as my first paper on this Sunday. Guess what, I never really study Marketing after my first mid-semester exam, it was, few months ago. Luckily, it is multiple choice questions.
During this week, I received a lot of tips about exam, and as usual, I delete all without seeing. Sometimes, when I surf in forum, as now the examination is coming, no matter is university’s, PMR, SPM, STPM or any school examination, people are talking about tips and spotted question. I sometimes feel really sad about it.
Why the world is like this? Why academic is so result-oriented? We suppose to be getting knowledge!
And one very funny thing, after the exam, a lot of the students will be throwing out all the things out of their brain. Knowledge should be learned, to be kept in brain and to be utilized in the future. But what I have seen now is such different, it is being taught, being known, being memorized and being forgotten.
Why is the world like this? WHY?
Don’t want to talk about going back there, it makes me moody.
I woke up early yesterday to witness the moment Barrack Obama to become the new president of United State of America. The moment he won, I feel quite happy. I think he is really a great man. I was talking about Obama a lot on internet yesterday. Well, it’s glad I was still in Penang, or else, I don’t think I am able to talk about Obama. My friends in university either not interested or they will be busy study for exam. EXAM… EXAM… EXAM….
Saying about examination, I haven’t start prepare ANY yet. Seriously, I haven’t start. I will be having Marketing paper as my first paper on this Sunday. Guess what, I never really study Marketing after my first mid-semester exam, it was, few months ago. Luckily, it is multiple choice questions.
During this week, I received a lot of tips about exam, and as usual, I delete all without seeing. Sometimes, when I surf in forum, as now the examination is coming, no matter is university’s, PMR, SPM, STPM or any school examination, people are talking about tips and spotted question. I sometimes feel really sad about it.
Why the world is like this? Why academic is so result-oriented? We suppose to be getting knowledge!
And one very funny thing, after the exam, a lot of the students will be throwing out all the things out of their brain. Knowledge should be learned, to be kept in brain and to be utilized in the future. But what I have seen now is such different, it is being taught, being known, being memorized and being forgotten.
Why is the world like this? WHY?
Monday, 3 November 2008
3rd Novermber 2008
First of all of today, I would like to wish our Iceman, Kean Nam, a happy birthday. I truthfully wish you dream may come true.
Time is really fast. There are 3 months and 3 days more to reach my 21st birthday. I wish to have something special for my 21st birthday. Well, actually I hope the market will recover by that time, so that I have money to at least do something for my birthday, but it seemed hardly to be happened.
Yes, time goes really fast, after 5 days more, I have to go back to UUM again, and probably won’t be back until 24th of November. I might miss my laptop and my internet very much. I stated thinking, what will be my next semester plan? Will I bring my laptop there? I am not sure yet, everything is still in consideration.
At the beginning of the semester, I planned to study hard and strike for a good result, but I fail to do it I think. 6 more days to reach my date of my first paper, Marketing. But I haven’t study any, seriously. I don’t have the motivation to study, maybe because I don’t have a people who I feel is able to fighting with me in the same path in academic. I am able to stay in investment till now, and I am interested in it maybe is because there are people fighting with me. Fighting without partner is very lonely. Nevermind, I will keep trying to find my teammate in academic.
Here is a quote to end this post:
Life is like a river. You will never touch the same water twice. Once it passed, it passed forever.
Time is really fast. There are 3 months and 3 days more to reach my 21st birthday. I wish to have something special for my 21st birthday. Well, actually I hope the market will recover by that time, so that I have money to at least do something for my birthday, but it seemed hardly to be happened.
Yes, time goes really fast, after 5 days more, I have to go back to UUM again, and probably won’t be back until 24th of November. I might miss my laptop and my internet very much. I stated thinking, what will be my next semester plan? Will I bring my laptop there? I am not sure yet, everything is still in consideration.
At the beginning of the semester, I planned to study hard and strike for a good result, but I fail to do it I think. 6 more days to reach my date of my first paper, Marketing. But I haven’t study any, seriously. I don’t have the motivation to study, maybe because I don’t have a people who I feel is able to fighting with me in the same path in academic. I am able to stay in investment till now, and I am interested in it maybe is because there are people fighting with me. Fighting without partner is very lonely. Nevermind, I will keep trying to find my teammate in academic.
Here is a quote to end this post:
Life is like a river. You will never touch the same water twice. Once it passed, it passed forever.
Sunday, 2 November 2008
Iceman's Birthday Party
Yesterday, my friend Kean Nam was celebrating his birthday at Little Cottage. Previously, he planned to celebrate it with Lih Chang together at Autocity. If it was at Autocity, I think maybe I wouldn’t able to go. Luckily, he changed to Little Cottage and separate with Lih Chang. Lih Chang will be holding his birthday party on 6th November 2008.
It’s good to see Kean Nam again. It was a long time I had never seen him. And, I meet few friends what I hadn’t seen for years too, especially my primary schoolmates. However, I didn’t talk with them much I think. I talked the most with Eng Jeng, haha, we talked about share. Investing is my life now. haha. Well, Eng Jeng impressed me in one thing. He actually came back one day before the party, and went back to KL the second day morning. This is called friend, he came purposely just for Kean Nam. Will I do so? Yes, but only for good friends I think.
Well, it was a nice party, I wish to have one. Will I have it? I don’t know.
Zi Hur was our cameraman yesterday. He helped us to take the photo. When he, Eng Jeng and I wanted to take photo together, Eng Jeng recalled that we were the F3 of AWS in the past.
Time went very fast, you know, time always in the high speed while we are enjoying something, we were 3 hours there but it seemed to be only half hour.
Well, the last, I would like to wish Kean Nam happy birthday again, wish your dream comes true!
It’s good to see Kean Nam again. It was a long time I had never seen him. And, I meet few friends what I hadn’t seen for years too, especially my primary schoolmates. However, I didn’t talk with them much I think. I talked the most with Eng Jeng, haha, we talked about share. Investing is my life now. haha. Well, Eng Jeng impressed me in one thing. He actually came back one day before the party, and went back to KL the second day morning. This is called friend, he came purposely just for Kean Nam. Will I do so? Yes, but only for good friends I think.
Well, it was a nice party, I wish to have one. Will I have it? I don’t know.
Zi Hur was our cameraman yesterday. He helped us to take the photo. When he, Eng Jeng and I wanted to take photo together, Eng Jeng recalled that we were the F3 of AWS in the past.
Time went very fast, you know, time always in the high speed while we are enjoying something, we were 3 hours there but it seemed to be only half hour.
Well, the last, I would like to wish Kean Nam happy birthday again, wish your dream comes true!
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