The clock has reached 12a.m. The Christmas of year 2008 has reached. Just now, during the Christmas eve, I was waiting the coming of Christmas. I have planed who I want to wish and so on. But, I don’t know why, after the moment reached, I lost all my excitement, my feeling turned another way around.
Actually, I was feeling quite great this few days. I think these few days were my greatest moments I ever had in this holiday. Prior to that, I was really down. I was almost inconsolable. I couldn’t express how down was I. And, in these few days, especially yesterday, I finally cheered myself up, to a very great mood.
Unfortunately, I don’t know why, after I saw the time reached 12 o’clock, I started to feel down again. Not only down, it’s very down.
I am not really sure why is it so. It may be caused of something.
Or, maybe it is because I want to back to my university? I hope it is because of this.
It’s going to be another new year soon, I hope that I would have a new start. I hope the miserable year like this year won’t repeat again.