A Total Mess

I chatted with a good friend of mine 2 days ago. I was planning to sleep at 10.30p.m. but I ended up chatting with him until 1a.m. and another friend till 2 I think. Thereafter, I want to sleep, but a lot of things flight into my brain so sudden and I failed to sleep. I think I slept after 4.

Plenty of things flight into my brain until I was mentally suffered. I was thinking to find somebody to share my feeling, I took out my mobile phone to check who can I share my feeling that time. Don’t know why, I couldn’t find anybody. Not because they were sleeping, but I don’t know who can I share my feeling with. Previously, when I was down, I could easily get someone to chat with. But now, why couldn’t I find? Am I losing all my true friends? I don’t know.

Last time, a good friend of mine asked me to ask him whether he is still in track from time to time. Well, now he out of track. And me, I have lost my track!

Now, I am just fighting blindly for my future. I don’t really know where am I heading of each move I made. And, it seems like every moves of mine are getting me into more dilemmas. I enjoyed blogging last time. I actually wish I can write my blog as I wrote in the past. But, my life now is totally mess up, and don’t know how to express my feeling in words.

Fall Sick

I have fallen sick. Yesterday, after I came back from McDonalds with Eng Jeng, and after dinner, my family member ( I have forgotten who is that) told me that my face has some ‘bintik-bintik merah’. I went to mirror, and I saw it and I saw it happens to my hand as well. And I knew, I really need some rest.

Well, I really worried about health stuff. I am worrying about dengue and I checked some information about it. I hope this will be just a normal fever.

Well, my father did want to fetch me to clinic today, but I refused, because I don’t want to go public clinic. I seriously don’t trust the public clinic. A better way to say, I trust only Dr. Lee, or sometimes Dr. Cheah.

Recently, health issue has really turned into red light. The H1N1 virus is really horrible. I hope it will over soon.

I am not the only person who sick in my family. My brother was sick 3 weeks ago, and my father was sick too last week.

All my friends, hope you all will be strong and don’t get fall into any sick. Take care.

Injection

Today is my last injection for Hepatitis B.

I phoned the clinic at the morning, and the staff told me that Dr. Lee didn't on duty today. I felt a little bit disappointed. But nevermind, i went for Dr. Cheah.


I went at about 2p.m.

My dad fetch me there.

After I was injected, my hand kind of very 'sour'. Now, it's still 'sour'. I hope it will be nothing tomorrow.

Goodbye, Semester 4

Yesterday was my last paper for my final examination of semester 4. Goodbye to semester 4!

After my examination, my friend, Khai Yuan, suddenly phoned me and asked me where was I, he was going to fetch me back! Wow! That’s really great! I was planning to back Penang today, but now, I am already in Penang, how happy am I!

I planned a lot of things to do in this holiday, and I hope that I am really able to do it all! I hope that I can make myself to be more discipline, and don’t be lazy! LuPorTi, it’s the time to give your best and prove yourself!

Finally I Am Here....

It was a long time I never update my blog here.
I was really busy and not things finally slowing down.

I joined an organization named SIFE, Student In Free Enterprise.
I was busy with it.
Last night, there was a promotion dinner actually.
But, I was in Penang and i absent.

This morning, after I woke up, I switched on my handphone as usual,
I received my message from my roommate.
He informed me that i was promoted as Manager of Finance and Administrative Department of SIFE.
He is promoted as the Vice President.
What i am wondering now is, who is my assistant manager.

Ok, for this moment, enough for SIFE.
Actually, I plan to observe stock market today.
Unfortunately, the 'greatest' internet service is having problem.
Why the internet is so good?!
I couldn't online since yesterday noon til evening just now!
Really angry with it!